You found me

31 Jul

I remember thinking where was He? How could He wait till everything was falling apart to show up? I feel like the rug was pulled from under me. I had been calling on Him all this time, hadn’t I? But wait, was I listening? So many questions in my head: I felt so stupid for not anticipating and managing it until it became a crisis. At my age and with all the experience, it was so unreal!

“Hi dear, sometimes in life we face challenges that are hard to digest and especially when it concerns the people we love. It is just a matter of time, God is still in control…….” A mother’s touch

Yet, that is how God has been dealing with me these days. It’s because I am so stubborn and such a “smarty pants” He gets me to a point where I just have to relax and not take things into my own hands. It reminds me of the story of how a shepherd tames his sheep. Yet even after all that, I try to use my own strength to sort the crisis. I’m worn. I guess what I need to do is be still.

So now I am still!

Lost and insecure

You found me, You found me

Lying on the floor

Surrounded, surrounded

Why’d You have to wait

Where were You, where were You

[It feels like You were] Just a little late

But You found me, You found me

(The Fray)

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